Saturday, September 08, 2007

Stretching My Wings

Today I ventured into the studio. I lasted the full 5 hours and the studio tour. The traffic was sparse but I met a few very nice individuals and that is all you ever need.

This is a picture of the Houston skyline I took today from near where the Winter Street Studio are.


This is a view of the studio and a painting that I did many years ago, actually 4 years to be exact. I figured it had lived it's life and it was time to breathe some new life into those wings.



So I began pouring paint on the two canvases. This was the beginning of the new wings. I will keep the progress posted and like my friend, Jim Frederick, you never know where this experience will take you -each layer representing different emotions.


This is the progress of the painting which I previously posted on.

Ending the evening watching "Legally Blond".

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Friday, September 07, 2007

Motherly Inspiration

This is a scan of a painting done by my mother. I have also enjoyed looking at this painting of water lilies.

This is my digital reinterpretation of the painting.
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Diner

Today I took my attitude and said get out of the house and see what life has to offer today. So I went to a local diner for breakfast. I brought my camera along becuase you never know when either inspiration will strike or you'll be in the right place at the right time to capture a moment.

The rightness of this moment was that no one was sitting on these great swivel diner stools.
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Thursday, September 06, 2007

Gratitude

I watched the movie The Secret tonight before writing this blog and before heading to bed. I realize the blog previous to this was focused on what I do not want. So to change that let me start to say that I am grateful for healing from my surgery, I am grateful to be employed with a company that has great health and disability benefits, I am grateful to have great co-workers, friends, and family that have hung in there with me and provided me the help and spirit uplift when I need it most, I am grateful that my body tells me how it feels, and I am grateful that I have a creative mind that can visualize being healthy, to feeling well, and doing the multitude of things I want to achieve. It is this feeling that I want to have more of. It is this feeling of wholeness, of adrenaline, of creativeness, of empathy, and contribution that I look forward to growing each day stronger and in abundance. I can be what I see and feel myself being.

Gives a whole new meaning to sweet dreams.

Gurgles

Having a self pity moment, my stomach is gurgling hard, making noises that one should not normally. You would think I had not eaten in days and yet it has been only minutes. I took my new antibiotics and the rumbles started. I keep wondering why me, what am i supposed to learn from this.

Wednesday, September 05, 2007

Starting to Paint


This is the beginning layers of the digital painting that I did. I am working in acrylic at home on my dining room table. This makes good use of time since there is nothing on television and I am listening to music - it takes me away to another place where I am not dealing with cronic diaherrea. The doctor gave me some antibiotics to try this week, so cross your fingers this does the trick and I can get back to being my full force in the world. I entered two pieces in the "SNAP TO THE GRID" exhibit with LACDA in Los Angeles, the show runs from September 13 - October 4th.
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Tuesday, September 04, 2007

more art

Just another version... this will be another digital sketch for a painting.





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PH climbing the staircase


This is a piece I created today. In an effort to show how you can take something that is real and abstract it I added the steps to create this image. This image started from a photo I took of my friend, PH (Stephen) in a stairwell of the studio. Then after manipulation in canvas painter and photoshop playing with the colors and shapes.

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Monday, September 03, 2007

Digitally Painting

This is a digital painting that I did. I think this is one that I may try to recreate on canvas. It will be interesting to see if I can achieve the same brightness and if I can blend the colors as well as I did here.


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Luann Platter


I actually changed my pattern tonight and went out to eat tonight. I had dinner at Luby's and had the Luann Platter.
It felt good to get out. The food tasted good.
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Who needs a canvas?

Seattle artist Phil Hanson painted 30 different people that influenced him one on top of another on his torso, then he trimmed a little off of the edges, took that strip and rolled it up.

Sunday, September 02, 2007

Nightlight Cutouts



This is a piece that I created using several photos that I took of some nightlights in my home. I was reminded of Matisse's cutouts when I was working on this image.

Today I spent time working on updating my website, or at least tried to. I had some problem when I went to save it so I might have to work on it some more.

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Saturday, September 01, 2007

more


finding solice
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Expanding

Creating -

Today I spent time working on what if this does not get any better than it is right now. I went to bed visualizing how good it would feel to be well. I woke and still things had not changed. So I tried to carry out things today. I returned movies, I paid rent, I visited the studio and met a new artist moving in. Then I got some lunch before going and picking up some new canvas for the new commissions. I am looking forward to trying to paint. I took a nap, called some friends and Mom & Dad. Then I learned some more about web design and then created some digital art. The piece above was created from scratch --- here is one of the first pieces as it began to develop.


It is interesting to know that from some random scribbles - you as the viewer can create your own story with the image.
A sea of balloons to a picture illustrating someone living with a virus in a background of viruses.
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Thursday, August 30, 2007

Changing Perspective

I had a day that was not one of the better of the past week. However after reading Jim's blog today and after something I picked up on my phone call with my Parents I realize - I can let this illness Define Me or I can Define Me. What if it never gets any better than this? Then I am going to have to find a way to cope. Because sitting and resting, watching TV game shows and doing crossword puzzles all day does not pay the bills. So looking at things - Positive Attitudes Change Everything - I need to find the right P.A.C.E. and get back to doing the things that are important to me. One of those things is art. Artisan's Collective has moved and reopened it's doors, I have a commission piece to do for Flavors From Afar, it is time to switch out work, we have 2nd Saturday's coming up, not to mention a slew of charitable events to donate pieces too - Artworks For Life, Artist's Against Aids, LifeWalk - Guys & Dolls, Art on The Avenue, Designing my DIFFA jacket and more to come.

So I will take time to rest but will also try to find the adrenaline needed to jump start myself in doing creative pursuits.

Wednesday, August 29, 2007

this is it?

Not much to write today.

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

seeing the light


this was a photo of the light rays coming in through the kitchen window and hitting the floor. It took me away and I had to grab my camera and capture it. In many ways this could be a metaphor for many things - taking time to see the beauty in ordinary things, finding the extraordinary in the everyday and being alert enough to know the difference, taking a breath, getting well takes time.
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Sunday, August 26, 2007

Early to bed

Early to rise, makes Billy all better.

Well I am heading to take a soothing bath and then fall into bed. If how this weekend was - the new meds must be working. I am hopeful that each day I will get a little more strength back and my old productive self will be back. It is hard when you are told to just rest, to just rest. I spent most of the weekend on the couch watching TV, doing puzzles or sleeping.

Friday, August 24, 2007

REST


The doctor told me to rest.
It reminded me of the painting I did based on the first time, Jim, Armando and I met to paint in Jim's living room. Jim took a nap and became the subject of my painting. It sold to someone (never found out whom) while it hung at Nodding Dog Coffee Company in Oakcliff.
Now the doctor tells me to rest. So I am going to bed now almost 9pm on a Friday night.

Thursday, August 23, 2007

Dedicated to DLT

Tonight I was joined by fellow dorks and watched Big Brother, while texting with my friends about the show. I read my artist friends blogs and rejoiced in being able to share a little with their lives, and I hope they get the same back from reading mine. I am grateful for health benefits and doctors who take care of me even when I am recovering from surgery. My dad said I should write a book about my experience -- "The Diaherrea Diaries!" how's that for a title. Or how about "How to Play the Poopie Game and Win!" I'm still dealing with some digestive issues, but the pain is gone, the surgery is healing fine, and my positive spirit is coming back. I had the thought today when I was thinking about wanting to do art but not feeling well - the your health is the most important thing.

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

Creative Eyes


Just doing a little bit of self intraspection.
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Tuesday, August 21, 2007

Creating Stamina



Just an abstract to show that I am still creating. Actually I am back to creating. I worked at my corporate job part of the day today and hope that will continue the rest of the week as I get my stamina back. Who knows if this goes well I may even make it back into the painting studio over the weekend.

So like Jim says " I can only do what I can do."

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Sunday, August 19, 2007

I scream, you scream!

Jim -

this entry is for you! Scream Away if that is what helps you get through it.

Doing what only you can do and screaming a little along the way!

Love from a fellow screamer.
Billy

Popsicle Toes


Taking a bath is such a nice luxury, especially when you do not feel well. The fun of having an old claw foot large bathtub to soak in.
Not much happening here. Mom has left to return to Myrtle Beach. I am trying desperately to get my digestive system back to some sort of normalcy.
Happy Birthday Shouts to Steve, PH, Tricia, Laura, and Ann!

Thursday, August 16, 2007

Pop-art-sicles Sticks

Here are some photos of the many stained popsicles sticks that I have collected. Photos are the beginning of the art cycle (actually eating the popsicle is the first step). So while the rain poured down today in Houston and flooded many of the streets, I rested and finally took some pictures.
Each day I can feel getting better and stronger - little things like being able to roll on my side for a while without pain, having a hour go by without pain from indigestion, gas or diaherrea. But my spirit is coming back and it all looks brighter ahead. I would not have said that a few weeks ago when nothing was being determined.

I sent in my form to be a designer for the DIFFA jacket collection, very excited to be part of this next event to be held Feb 2007.


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Tuesday, August 14, 2007

Surgery Art

Well I couldn't wait any longer and had to take some photos and create out of this experience.

The first one reminds me a a raft floating in a large ocean. Actually it is a manipulated photo of the area where they removed my gallbladder from and the raft is actually the tape that is holding my inner guts in .


This next piece is not what many of you might believe. No it is not an alerted scab or pictures of my diaherra on the edge of the tiolet bowl, but the light drifting through the blinds and captured on the wooden floor at 3am from a street light. You may remember my many nights of being in pain and walking around aimlessly. So to pass the time I took pictures of odd things I saw during that time.

I am still saving my popsicles sticks and have quite a collection of them now. I am sure at some point they will become the subject of an art creation. It feels good to get back to creating.

I know the drugs are working and not just because the doctor said so - because of the wild dreams I am beginning to have - I try and remember them --- this time my Mom & I leap from a plane and free fall into Lake Champlain where on the way down we were trying to spot and land near my Uncle Skip and Ina in their sailboat they were sailing down the St. Lawerence Seaway (we were very high up)... I remember asking my Mom if she had a good hold of her purse as well held hands and about to hit the water... then on to being in an upscale trendy boutique where Cindy Lauper was a salesperson and their was this ugly man with tattoos that ended up being a woman in costume... and a woman named Blair was fired becuase of a chocolate stain that got on one of the white leather jackets, and Drew Barrymore drifted into the shop as a Princess from another time and we left together.

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600

Well this is the 600th posting on my blog! Wow!

Had my Drs. visit today and all of my blood work shows my body is working well. Some items the doctors think will improve now that the gallbladder is gone. But he said my liver, kidneys are all working well and my cholestral was really good! 184 (and that's without yogurt Michael!). He said that considering the surgery was only 4 days ago I was doing extremely well recouping and expected that next week I will be able to sleep on my side and have a wider range of motion in the adominal area.

I must say that it has been a wild painful ride and one that I do not wish on any of you. But the ride was made tolerable by all the friends and family that checked in on me, sent me cards, made me laugh (even though it hurt), took me for rides to and from the doctors, fixed me food, picked up items at the store, sent me text, emails and phone calls. It does take a village and I have one of the best villages.

Now it is time to try and get better each day so I can get back to my corporate job, get back in the studio and create some paintings (maybe I should do some on this experience! hmmm). Catch up with people's birthdays that I have missed along the way (August is such a party month!)

Here's to a much better September and end of August.

Monday, August 13, 2007

Another day...-

It's Monday.

It's Very Very Hot.

I am still sore, but feel as though I am getting better each day.

I see my primary Doctor tomorrow and the surgeon hopefully on Friday.

In the meanwhile, lots of rest and healing.

Sunday, August 12, 2007

I was told I haven't blogged in a long time

The surgery was Friday, all went well, the Dr told my Mom that is was Red, infected, inflammed floppy and gross and it needed to come out. My gallbladder that is not something else you may be thinking.

Been getting better each day but the pain with the cuts on the abdomin is quite painful, everything you do hurts. Still enjoying my sugar free popsicles, and Mom says hi!

Monday, August 06, 2007

Random Thoughts

I had my colonoscopy today - thought of posting the pictures but decided you could live with out that pleasure. A few polups were removed.

Surgery is scheduled for Friday.

Mom comes to visit on Wednesday.

An artist friend, Jerome Ortiz, passed away yesterday.

My brother Mark, passed away a year ago.

Friends and co-workers have been very supportive during all of this. I am blessed.

Others are having health scares of their own - Armando, Karen, Jim, Burt's Mom -- thinking of positive thoughts of wellness for all of us.

Art - I think about it a lot --- popsicle sticks are piling up just waiting be become something new.

Andrew visited this past weekend, Patrick & Ellie have been with me the last two days. Comforting to have friends and pets that can give you some extra loving when you need it.

A warm bath is a nice treat.

Saturday, August 04, 2007

Commission and Still Life

Another satisfied customer came by today to pick up here commissioned protraits of her "babies". This funny coming from a woman who will be induced to have her son on Monday.


Andrew is visiting this weekend and helping me as I get through another weekend. I created this stilllife or shrine in my livingroom bookcase. It contains a postcard that Laura sent me of Mona Lisa from the Louvre in Paris.

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Friday, August 03, 2007

Losing a part

Today I got a diagnoses today that my gallbladder is not functioning properly. Although I continue to have the symptoms it is good to know that next week Friday, a surgeon will remove my gallbladder.

Tuesday, July 31, 2007

Tests

Well I had another test today. It was a Hida Scan. It took about 2 hours to complete. First they injected me with some dye and then took pictures of my gallbladder and intestines until it showed up. Then I had to drink this shake mixture and then did another hour of pictures. The radiologist is now preparing a report to send to the Dr on friday. Looks like by week end 3 of the 4 tests should have some results ready and we might finally get some answers.

I was able to sleep some last night - about two 3 hour sessions. I am hopeful that will continue becuase sleep makes me have a better attitude to face the day without any answers.

Sunday, July 29, 2007

Pain Pain Go Away



it's 4:30am and I have been up since 3am dealing with terrible pain and diaherrea. No Fun. I watched some TV on entertainment gossip, then I took a hot shower. The picture is called "glass fire". I took it a while back in Toronto, it details a wall sculpture that I believe is Dale Chihuly.

In some ways it reminds me of what pain may look like. Little tentacles reaching out, different strengths and lengths giving their sting.

I will most likely be up for the rest of the night. Amazing how such a pain, that not even medicine can seem to make it stop. I just keep telling myself - endure, it will get better. I am hopeful that next week will bring some answers with the different tests, but now all I can do is try and ignore the pain and live with it.

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Saturday, July 28, 2007

Passing the time



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Relative

Well it's 2:46am and I am up watching some old movies and blogging. I had a relatively good night today -- I spoke with several friends this evening which helped pass the time and then after getting rather sleepy, I slept from about 10pm to Midnight and then again from Midnight to 2:15am after emptying my bladder twice. I woke up to pain, so I took a long hot shower and had it falling on my right shoulder. Now a orange popsicle and some blogging.

Friday, July 27, 2007

4:39am


Been able to grab 30 minutes sleep here and there, but mainly dealing with the pain. More showers, aimless walking around the house, can not eat now - need to wait until 7:30am to drink my barium smoothie!
This is a picture of the street light showing through the draped window in the living room.
Can not wait for a regular nights sleep and the pain to be gone. This is truly some test having to deal with these day after day and night after night.
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12:39 am

Well the pain is back. I can not sleep. I am updating the blog to help pass the time. This am I will be drinking my barium for my morning CT Scan. I have tried to past the time with a bath, a hot shower, two popsicles and watching Ugly Betty. My parents named me "Mr. Gurgles" since my intestines are making that sound constantly.

Thursday, July 26, 2007

Knock On Wood

Today has been a good day, and I hope a good night. It's Midnight and I am heading for bed. What makes tonight different is that besides a little uncomfortableness from some gas and bloating I am not having the pain in my right side or back. Maybe I will get some much needed sleep.

I did the Poopie Tests today! What joy! I was made to promise no pictures for the blog.

Next test is Friday AM - my CT Scan.-

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

more tests no answers

Still in pain and the clock keeps ticking. Saw the specialist today. More tests -Tomorrow - stool test, Friday a CT Scan of my abdominal and pelvic areas, Tuesday a Hido Scan, Thursday - meeting with my primary care Doctor, August 6th - Colonosocopy.

It's hard to stay in good spirits when you do not feel well, and your frustrated.

Monday, July 23, 2007

3AM My Own Private Diagnose

GALLBLADDER ATTACK SYMPTOMS - I found this on the internet as I can not sleep due to pain in my right shoulder --- if I had to diagnose myself I would say this is me.

X = YES, S = Sometimes, N = No
X - Moderate to severe pain under the right side of the rib cage
X - Pain may radiate through to the back or to the right shoulder
S - Severe upper abdominal pain (biliary colic)
S - Nausea
S - Queasiness
N - Vomiting
X - Gas
X - Burping or belching
XX - Attacks are often at night
? - Attacks often occur after overeating
? - Pain will often but not always follow a meal with fats or grease
X - Pain may be worse with deep inhalation
X - Attacks can last from 15 minutes to 15 hours

One reassurring thing I found was this about gallbladder diagnoses: "Gallbladder symptoms can look and feel the same with or without stones. That is why medical testing is so necessary for an accurate diagnosis. Someone will go into the emergency room with a gallbladder attack and be told it's because he has gallstones. The person in the bed next to him also has a gallbladder attack and has an inflammed gallbladder but no stones. A third person has an attack but they can find nothing. This is not an uncommon question I get. "The diagnostic tests are all negative. What do I do now? How do I get out of pain?" People are upset because they want a diagnosis. "But what am I supposed to do with my pain if it comes back if the medical people don't know what to do with it?" Hey, lucky you! At least they won't be wanting to cut your gallbladder out! This person is the best candidate for turning around a gallbladder problem with natural products, treatments and diet."

I am alot like the third person in this story.
What do I do now? How do I get out of pain?"

Sunday, July 22, 2007

10pm


when you create you can leave your body even if for just a little while
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9pm

feeling better --- its all relative - compared to this am when I couldn't sleep and was in terrible pain --- now I am just slightly uncomfortable. I have eaten. I have a warm cup of tea by my side. I am almost out of sugar-free popsicles. I am trying to stay awake by channel surfing . It is raining and thundering and lightening. Showers seem to help. I appreciate all the calls and concern. The combination of the medicine for the diaherra and the tylenol seem to be a combination that I can tolerate and help me. Here is to a better night and a better tomorrow. I hope that if I can find some sleep so can my friend Jim.

9am

Well it was 5:30am and I screamed at the top of my lungs (wonder what the neighbors thought if they heard it) - I took a hot shower thinking that might help get my mind off the pain. For a short time it did. I was able to sleep somehow between 6am and 9am - I woke and had a small bm (still moving in the right direction). I am awake now and mulling around. At first I thought it was Monday but then realized the days are blending together. The pain is still there but it is a dull pain, not sure if that is the Tylenol working or just numbing from sleep. 48 hours before I see the Doctor.

4am

It's early am, I can not sleep because of the pain. The pain is mainly in my back right shoulder blad and feels like a hot knife stabbing me. It does not help to sit or to lay it continues to hurt. I have been up and up for the last several hours hoping that I will either fall asleep from exhaustion or a miracle will occur. I just took two Tylenol to see if that will help. The stomach area is getting better or so it seems. Cross your fingers here. Not even popsicles make me happy at this moment. I just want the pain to stop.

Saturday, July 21, 2007

not well

Been a rough weekend. The pain in my stomach, intestines at times has been awlful. The good news - a poop. Not diaherra, I hope this is the beginning of the healing.

The bed, to the couch, to the bed, occasional shower, getting tired of being sick and tired.

here's to better days

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

I'll see your walker and raise you


TWO LOAVES !
In honor of you Jim, I baked two loaves of white bread. Amazing to watch the dough rize all day and then smell of freshed baked bread in the house.
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Tuesday, July 17, 2007

TOXIN DREAMS

It was a day of getting rid of toxins - some were just my body getting back to knowing how to work and have a regular BM (not my initials), some are what I believe the drugs that were in my system from the hospital - I have been totally off drugs now for two full days, the pain is gone except for the gas & bloating pain.

I took a few naps today and they were very vivid and wild - I dreamed I awoke in my old house in Getzville and the new owners were in the bathroom. Then my Dad was the invisible man and needed help getting getting shirts out of the closet before the new owners caught us. I found a piece a paper and took that - we left the house and I saw the new owners took off the garage of the house (they will not be happy come winter) - then I read the paper and found out the Lionel Ritchie was my dad and we lived on the same street as Karen C. --- and if you thought it couldn't get any strangers then I dreamed that Alice from the Brady Bunch was shrunken and doing a reality cooking show in my intensines with the cast of the Brady Bunch kids.

So now I have taken some imodium to hopefully stop the runs, and get back to feeling some full energy. Watched my secret pleasure Big Brother tonight and now getting ready for bed.

Sweet or Strange Dreams tonight?

Monday, July 16, 2007

Distroy



No this is not an actual slide culture of something that I have but it is something I created while thinking about my digestive tract and the troubles that I have been having. Yuck Yuck Yuck - I am doing lots of positive thinking and focusing - so I created this as a icon of the bad feeling that I have so that I could distroy it.

Well off to bed for an early night and hopefully a good night of rest - tomorrow is another day.

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I miss Karen already

It was quiet and lonely in the house when Karen left today. Not that the place was noisy with her here (she does like to ask lots of questions), but the comfort of knowing some one was near to say hello, complain about my gas cramps, eat a Popsicle with. Well off to take another nap.

Hope Jim has made it home from the hospital today!

Sunday, July 15, 2007

Popsicle Toes - A medical mystery


I am sorry that I haven't blogged in a while. Last Monday I was not feeling well with several sharp pains in my right chest under my ribs. I stayed home and rested thinking it would get better - it only got worst - so at 3am I got in my car and drove to the emergency room at Park Plaza Hospital. At 3:30 am I was admitted very quickly, then did various tests on me (blood tests, sonogram, x-rays) and they could not find anything wrong. But to me the pain was excrutiating - the worst pain since I broke my arm when I was 12 years old. Finally at 8:30 am they sent me home with directive to take some Milk of Magnesium and things would get better. I did just that - 3 hours later I was vomiting (3 times) and had a fever - on my sheet it said if that were to happen to return promptly - which I did. This time I took a taxi rather then drive to the emergency room.
They all looked strange at me at the emergency room when I returned. This time it was not as quick a response - it is now 2:30pm. It took about 2 hours for them to move me from the waiting room to a bed, then another 3 hours before a doctor came to see me. This time it was the same doctor from the late night before they had just changed shifts. He was rude, confrontational, and in definite need of some bedside manner - it was like he believed his charts more that what I was saying - after a few questions he left and said he was going to try and get a doctor to admit me. They finally did and admitted me to what I later learned was an observation room. I was not able to have any food or drink - NPO was posted on my door. They gave me morphine for the pain which did help me somewhat, it was uncomfortable to do anything but lay on my back and times that was uncomfortable. I had not had a bowel movement since Monday am - and now it is Tuesday night, but I have not had any food either. The days start to blur, phones calls to a few friends, co-workers and Mom&Dad. I was still in pain and they could not figure out what was wrong - they sent a specialist - who put my parents to ease with explaining that all my vital organs seemed to be working fine. But I still had the pain - it seemed like I has all the symptoms of shingles without the blisters. Finally they allowed me some ice chips to suck on, and then now Thursday, with still no definite diagnoses - they let me try some liquid food, then moved to low fat food. Flowers arrived (Thank You - The Office, Steve & Stephen, Denise, Tommy & Rich) Visitors started to call, email chains of information - amazing the connection and how fast and how far word can travel. I appreciate all the thoughts and prayers over the past week, as all the offers for assistance in many ways and forms. Co-workers came to visit me (thanks Kevin, Shana, Sara and Jody) and my friend Karen came from Dallas, she is a RN and wanted to help me - it was perfect timing because that night they came in and said since they could not find anything wrong, they gave me the pain medicine and sent me home. Karen and Jody were there and helped me get into Karen's car it is now around 9:30pm on Thursday night. Karen took my prescriptions to Walgreen's which she picked up in the morning - I tried to sleep but it was very uncomfortable and the pain patch wore off and I had no medicine. We started the day getting on the medicine, and lots of resting - every day and every hour things would get better although - the highlights are taking showers, being able to sleep (for a minimum of 4 hours - and yesterday it was 7 hours), eating healthy but good food (who knew Karen could cook! - yes she made some chicken breast with Italian seasoning with Green beans & potatoes), eating sugar-free Popsicles ! I had a good conversation with Jim on Saturday from his hospital bed - we joked about how much art each of had sold today! (Only he did not know that a client picked up her commission piece "The Family Tree" and I got paid). It was great to his his voice and spirit. We bought agreed it was time to focus on getting well so we could get back to creating more art. The pain has stopped for the most part now I am just dealing with getting energy back and digestive problems. We think the digestive problems and dizziness might be related to the medicine I am taking, so we are trying to make it through today with out that medicine. So without a definitive diagnoses, it seems like I am a medical mystery! Thanks to everyone for your calls, emails, flowers, and cheer, thoughts and prayers - now it is time to enjoy a Popsicle.
P.S. The picture I took in the hospital with my new iPhone. Interesting colors and composition.

Saturday, July 07, 2007

Creating from the soul

I had a day of art today - I finished my commissions today, they are varnished and ready to be picked up.

This is one of the paintings I worked on it is a diptych.

I had an idea based on photos I take of the details of my paintings. What is I blacked out the areas and focused the viewer on the details I see.

Is the painting more important then the

details.... either blacked out...or

or photographed.


Each painting has it's own unique story...and then

you focus on the detail to reflect on the story underneath.

Looking down the looking glass


or focusing on the drama of the colors, shapes?
This is one painting that I loved small elements, but struggle with the whole.


Fouced details are dramatic and powerful.

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Wednesday, July 04, 2007

4th of July on my street





This is the view of the fireworks that took place a few blocks from my home in Houston. I literally just walked to the corner and took these photos and this video of the fireworks. It took hours for the people and cars to clear from the street.


This is a view so you can see the cars and the street with the fireworks lighting the sky.

These are a collage of some of my favorite shots.

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connected


This is an image of a piece of art created by my friend, Jim Frederick. He did this for a fundraiser, he did it for his friends, it is called connected. I was just beginning to know him then, I helped him photograph this and create a card with the complete image on it. Many of his friends who attended the fundraiser that night each got a piece of the final piece - it is a metaphor for how Jim connected with people and how is art and life connected with us all. Each of us is a seperate work of art, yet we are connected to the whole...and when you put the pieces together you see the greatness of the whole, and the threads, lines, and colors that connect us and our lives. For those of you reading Jim's Dad's blog (www.stevefrederickphoto.com/blog) you know that Jim has had better days --- connect and send the spirit so Jim can find some comfort, and his family and friend, Karen C, who are by his side can connect with him.

Sunday, July 01, 2007

Traveling Art Book


Check out this --- an art book travel bug. Using Geo Cache - this will travel the world (I hope)

and get different artists to enter in it. http://www.geocaching.com/track/details.aspx?id=887403
Wonder what journeys, people and places it will see in the next year.
Travelled from Houston, TX to Getzville, NY to where it now lies in a GeoCache (a hidden box) waiting for the next tracker to come along and take it on it's journey. Thanks to Scott, Patty, Ellie, and Allison for placing my first travel bug.
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